03 October, 2012

起跑点 · Starting Line

九月一晃而过,随着爸爸换工作,大哥准备升学的论文,我也开始思考,YOLO稳定后,我要何去何从。
September left as quickly as it came. While my dad is in his transition period of changing job and my eldest brother preparing his writeup for further studies, I'm also considering my future options now that YOLO is settling down.


我从来就不是一个喜欢尝试新事物的人,除非我对某样东西特感兴趣。所以说到新的开始,我一直犹豫不决。仿佛自己一直在寻找一样东西,却似乎不见其踪影,十分茫然,也有点无所适从。
I've never been a fan of new things unless they interest me. Speaking of new beginnings, I've been hesitant for quite a while. It's as if I'm looking for something that hasn't appeared as the time wasn't right.

在机缘巧合下,今天下午似乎找到了我的下一站。
I found what I had been looking for earlier this afternoon, hinting me what my next step would be.

当然,掏空内心的内涵后,总有一天我会回去读书。不过,我并不想要为了逃避追逐梦想而回去读书。学校固然是个避风港,但没有人能够以那避风港为永恒的家。总有一天还是要出来面对,进行抉择,只望到时候不要觉得虚度了有限的光阴,更何况是青春。
Of course, I would go back to schooling one day when I feel that I have nothing more to give. However,  I don't want schooling to be a form of escape from life choices I have to make. School may be a shelter, but no one can make that shelter their home forever. A day will come when we have to face changes and growth, and I only hope that I would feel that my time has been well-spent by then.

结论是——我还是不想回去读书。
Conclusion - I'm not going to enrol in any school for now.

很简单——时间还是不对。
Simply because - the time isn't right.

说白了——找到了自己的下一站。
Honestly - I found my next aim.

接下来——拼命为梦努力。
Following that - I'm gonna fight hard for this dream.

起跑点未必是明确的指标,但我找到了内心在寻觅的指示。
A starting point may be vague and lead me up a path of uncertainties, but it is the step my heart wishes to take at this point.

真的要开始吗?跨过去,展开新的篇章。
Do I really have to begin? Well, I'll get past the starting line, and begin the new chapter soon.