I applied for six days of leave from work since last Friday, and have been spending time at home renovating and redecorating the room. The process also included a whole lot of reflection on things that happened.
The break from work started with letting myself relax untilk my mum left for Myanmar on Monday morning. Smoothening the wall and painting followed thereafter, and I took the time to change things both in my physical room and in my psychological state.
I realised how selfish and immature I had been.